Why do I CARE?!?!

SOOOO... I got on my myspace page today, and noticed that earlier today I had 195 friends, and now I have 194. Which means... SOMEONE who probably doesn't know me too well, but added me as a friend, just deleted me as a friend. That's so sad!! Even though I have no idea who it is, no idea if I even know this person very well, or anything. So, WHY DOES THIS BOTHER ME?!?!?!?! Why must I be so annoying to myself to care about this trivial, stupid thing. I guess it's possible that this person even deleted their account altogether... Who knows. I just wish things like this wouldn't waste any time in my head, but they do. What is this confidence issue that I have!?!?!? Definitely not something I want to pass on to Reesers.